I always wanted to be cool. I got my hair cut and dyed just to get attention. I acted all cool but ended up feeling like an idiot. I tried impress girls but I just end feeling fake because I was being fake. I thought having the world would be great but the cost of it drove me mad so I decided to disappear since I didn’t know how to be real. I became my nightmare… A Shadow because I was only there to be used by people and then I was gone having never been really known. I was told I was cool and that everyone liked me but it wasn’t me they liked but only what I did. I came to the conclusion that popularity is a trap. You get hooked and then burned left to wallow in emptyness. Depression can’t be cured by the world for it’s the disease.
Only Love can heal the broken hearted
Lesson 2. It’s not what you can get it’s what you can give.
I have gone to alot of churches even when I finally came to LPC I ended up visting another church becaues I thought I didn’t belong and wasn’t getting what I thought I needed.
The truth is The Church isn’t a museum for saints but it’s a hospital for sinners. It’s better to give then to get when it comes to doing the right thing because when you give you finally get what you need to feel better.
Lesson 3. Everyone needs to be cared for and shown the love that Christ has shown us.
I have been down many times but the worse has always been when a friend of mine is hurting inside/physically or both. I would like to say that everyone of my friends recovered but truthly I don’t know. All I know is God is watching over each of them. I am thankful that they are my friends even though we may not even speak to each other.
Closing… I am thankful that God is good and has always helped me through the hardships. He has taught me many things and I am thankful that He has shown me love though I don’t deserve it. I hope you know that no matter what God is laways there with you and will help you along through life.
From Daniel
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